if i don’t talk about it or think about it, it’s like it never happened.

having too many black clothes that it’s hard to find the one black item you want

im going to be sappy but orion makes my world the happiest world even when things are falling apart 

When people start acting like assholes to me at my work I try to make their experience as worst as possible like doing stuff really slowly and saying the least possible amount of words in my sweetest voice with no smiles

i try listening to other music but i end up just playing rihanna

i accidentally ruined my favourite dress in the washing machine but now it’s a good excuse to buy a new dress

i have a sense of self and then i come home and it falls apart and i can’t find me anymore

Most times now I am really stressed and tired and I come home and get upset about really trivial things like the music is too loud or Orion hasn’t done his dishes but then he fixes everything and brings me back to earth and I am very glad I get to see his face everyday

When I walked home today some old friends from primary school recognized me and waved from their car and all I could think of as I blankly stared back at them was “I stalked you on facebook last night.”